a portrait of me..

When I was a little girl….

… actually, this tiny charming little girl didn’t know why she lived separate from her parents. She just knows that she grown up well by a wise kindly beautiful woman called auntie. She was the first one who felt sad when the little girl was sick, the first one who laughed when the little girl was doing something funny; she’s all I have by that time. And yes God, she is the best in my life…

… 1^st school

everything is new for me, the school, the friends, the teachers, but it was so fun..! new uniform, new shoes.. hm… I remember how proud my auntie looked at me by that time.. her little girl will begin her journey in the real world by herself. She always tied my hair in a different ways every day and told me “you are beautiful, be nice at school, ok..?!” and I just kept smiling to her, can’t wait to begin my day.

But something became different, every holiday season I had to stay at my parent’s house at less for a week.  And I found my self crying all the time there; especially in the night caused I missed my auntie so much….

They called it ‘cinta monyet”

Junior high school… It was the first time someone asked me to be his girl friend… ^_^

he is such a cute looking guy, quite naughty and has a bright eyes. I remember when he sent me a love letter.. = ) what a new world! Now, thinking of you makes me smile.. thank you for being a part of my memories.

1^st love …  

I believe love at the 1^st sight…. Once I looked at him, I knew he already took a part of my heart. Oh my God, he is so cute and I wished he is mine… his smile… his laugh… = ) just looking at him makes my heart beating so hard.

I met him quite often, and finally when I entered my high school I found out that he was my senior, what a surprised…! Sometimes we went home together and shared lots of story, he really did brighten my days… where are you right now? I miss you.

Be an arch student

There were many stories to tell. The environment, the challenges, the people… here I met fabulous friends, we shared our days together with laugh, gossips, tears, jokes, support, and lots of surprises. I love you guys…. (all of kurcaci ce n co, viva my friends!)   I missed all the things that we have, the days that we shared, the times that we passed, the supports that we gave each other… it means a lot for me.

And here I found someone special too.. someone who really nice… thanks for sharing those 4 years to know and love me. Well, but it was another story to tell, some day; perhaps, when I think I’m ready to share it…

.. being a college student again

1 year working at selaras indah megah utama is enough, I need more changes especially after all the sad things that happened in my romance life, I really need a new atmosphere… Lasalle college, yes! I became a student once again.  Lots of books, lots of projects, lots of passions and friends too.. and suddenly I remember my gang base camp, it was the most convenient place to be (thanks to you and family, meil ! Gbu all).   

Now…

After all the things that happened in my life, I thank God for giving me such a various people and things to share and learn. For every step that I took, every people that I met, every decision that I made, every tears that I cried, and every word that I prayed, I wish I already did my best.

now… in my loneliness, I’m still praying…..

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